Choices

Looking at my life... I feel the path I took, the one that got me to where I am today, has run its course.
I knew/know I have not been happy for awhile. But I feel I'm ready to continue on.
Obviously, I cannot say, "Hey, welcome back. Lets be done."
It will take more "tack" than that.
But, I feel a sit down in my future.
The downside to this is that I have made some poor choices that will effect this conversation.
Why does $ have to be an issue?
I understand it is what propels our society, but I hate that it has dominated my life for at least two years.
I am ready to be done.
Nine years is four too long.
Compliancy is masking unhappiness.
I cannot settle.
I only wish there was someone to bounce these ideas off of that would not judge past decisions and has no feelings either way.
I guess I will see.